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Sunday, October 24, 2010

I found the super amazing kilometrico i-colour pens!!!! Its just way too exciting!!i even wrote a poem about it.......

'i love my pens!
They make me so happy!
That i just wanna keep writing!
On and on and on..
Whooooopieeee.... :)'

They a cheap and awesome! Love it to the max tt its making me a lil oh oh over the mooooon!!! <3

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Today i finally completed my 6 case studies. It took me ages, like a lot of hardwork & effort put into it. Considering the fact tt its really really not my thing, and it'd made sense! Whoop whoop!! Very excited.

Now its full concentration with getting all my notes done and studying em. I have to do this. I will do it. It aint easy..sometimes i feel im gg to lose it, starting to feel tt im really mentally draining out now.

Everyday is a step closer to home.
i cant wait. Really cant wait. i think i ll burst into tears once i see my family & best friend!!!

--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
10:01:00 PM

Saturday, October 23, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIXIN!!!!

My one and only best friend in my entire universe who never fails to bring out the smiles, laughters, happiness and tears in me, i love u so so so so so infinity much! And its finally quarter of a century!! whoop whoop!! hahaha.. First step closer to being a centurian!! ;)

Enjoy your special day!

Love always, me.

--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
12:00:00 AM

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Last night's dream was so intense.

the gods came alive and ran through a whole list of question about my life.
At the end of it all, she said 'you have to learn to let go, your grandma is safe here with us.'

Was just talking to my mum about it, now i cant stop crying.

i miss my grandma so much.

After 2 years and all the dreams, makes it so real like she is still with me, it is just so difficult to move on and get over it.

--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
8:52:00 PM

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Really not wanting to think about the long journey ahead. By the time this ends, its 5 years of studying abroad. Im so ready to move on. I wanna gain all the exp i can and travel around the globe.. Next stop Europe. i wanna graduate now.now.now.now.now. How intelligent can one get? Absorbing like spongebob.stat.

im so frustrated at the moment.its not even funny.its a teary business.im so tired..........*breathe*

--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
10:18:00 PM

Update from the bestest on the tagboard! :)

'I love you cos of who you are, by just being you. I dont care how crazy you are during exams or what others say about u. You're just amazing being you!! Thats why you're my bestest and I don't think i will ever find another friend the likes of you or even anywhere near you, thats why you're precious!! Hang in there!!'

Love you heaps loads..
28days till exams. 1 mth 1 day till my day. 6 weeks till home!!!!!

--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
6:28:00 PM

Monday, October 18, 2010

I didnt think i was that smart. Every semester my best friend will see me go nuts freaking out all over exams. Its a lil insane. Thanks for putting up with my insanity of freaking myself out every morning, every week..it just gets crazzier nearer the date. i love u, you know that..as always.. :)

I've just written my notes 5x..its in my brain somewhere,and hopefully it stays there. Why did i even choose such a challenging course, for real!not smart..and always hv to work my arse off. Realizing after every sem tt, im actually quite smart to be where im now.

Yesterday i just freaked out finding out there's an exam next week, but hey.. I realized i've already got all my notes done up for it.

*screams and run around like a wild kid*

Poor eating pattern, antisocial behaviour, im here but lights seem to be off, getting mentally tired.

Really cannot wait for exams to be over after 10 excruciating months, its e final bit of yr2 (the well known year for madness), i Have to do well. End it with a bang.

i need all e motivation tt i can get. You're my best friend cuz u still love me no matter how crazy im!! :) :) xox

--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
9:08:00 PM

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Amidst all of this crazziness, i guess whats keep me grounded is my family and close friends.

Talking about my family brings tears to my eyes.. i miss home.
The littlest thing about going home, you know that you are going home to your family after school, there's someone always there. You start treasuring that moment even more. All the small little things, you learn to appreciate.

Having to leave home every year sounds like fun, but it isnt all that fun after a couple of years. I learn to be independent, making me stronger each year. Sometimes it is difficult to rely on someone else. At times, i just wish someone is there to do something for me. Nothing can compare with home, all the genuine smiles and laughters..

This whole month till exams its just a crazy wacked out time. no life. really just studying, the motivation to keep me going is HOME!! Really do not have to mood to entertain others and what not, feel bad that im being anti-social, on the other hand.. there's just too much to cope with!!

Looking forward till exams end.
Strive hard.

Daisypath Vacation tickers

--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
11:31:00 AM

Friday, October 15, 2010

Pasar Malam at Curtin.
Multicultural week ending off with a bang! :)

--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
10:13:00 PM

It is the 2nd death anniversary of my grandma.

i miss her alot, as always.
Just so dear, the thought of her always brings tears to my eyes.

i love u so very much.

--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
12:42:00 AM

Once again, a kick butt day to wake me up from this amazing bubble that im in.

Flunk my assignment by 1.5marks.
Broke my sunglasses.
Received a parking warning: failure to show parking permit.

Don't you love one of these bad days. All the tears & laughing at my stupidity.

My stress level is up to the brim now, anything causes an outburst crazy wackiness.i cant handle anything else other than studies. Serious study mode..mentally drained out.

The only thing which drives me is home. I miss home like inifinity nuts. Everything else doesnt matter, i hv to do well for my 10exams and get home. Come dec its 10mths away surviving independently.

xox nights..

--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
12:30:00 AM

Friday, October 08, 2010

howdy y'all..

i finally seen a drunkard for real and told him off - he was drinking the whole night before, woke up in the morn, and drank again (how does tt work??). Pretty impressive that the words i told him hit his conscious and he finally stopped drinking, and went to work the following day. :) intention was definitely just to get him to stop drinking, no hard feelings at all.

Sober him today says, I respect you alot. Thank you for that yesterday.
Im glad he understood.

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Finally got my airtix sorted out.. i really really really cant wait to get home. its just been too long, my friends have been keeping me alive till now.

Oh yes, JCW this year was at Narembeem with Curtin Ambassadors!! :) heaps of fun!!

i also got a chance to work in the medical team for the Aust Uni Games held in Perth this year! :)
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it isnt all about the fun. this sem, i hv 10 exams. i nv ever taken tt many exams ever, not even for Os!!!! x_x freak out. My aim is to get home wo supp papers, im gonna work my arse away.

i can do it. i will do it. keep the motivation level up. 7 more wks. game on.

xox.. miss u so muchie! :)

--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
10:32:00 PM