Tuesday, May 30, 2006
counting down to 29th june.. ken's comin back.. yay!!!
cant wait for him to be back.
a few ppl did post me this qns.. do i miss him..
yupz. now i can give u e definite ans.
initially i dun. its like, i cant wait to get rid of him. we dun live in e same world. hving same parents doesnt mean same upbringing. at last my mum's aware of tt. kinda like its a lil too late. however, everything really depends on him.
we kinda grew closer as we were apart frm eo. hopefully so though.
June's coming!! yeah yeah yeah.. now we kinda share our probs online when we see eo on msn.. he's like uncle agony. lol.. anyway, i do listen to his stories too.. he's already my bestest friend.. my bestest brother.. love him soooo muchie!!
working in ncc.. this is wk 2. goin fine.. learning on e way.
yay..
ciaoz.
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
8:26:00 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
Monday has ended..Today was okies la..Got bit of nagging but was out of goodwill though..
Its so cute,many ppl in office call me xiao mei mei..haha..compliment leh!!at least they noe i m youngest there..
Actually still got work to do but i decided to go home..tired la..tmr then do,anyway its juz a bit..Okies i have to have more urgency ready cos i always do things too last min till it kinda piles up..no good..
Called las lilas juz now to tell them i stopping spanish..I was damn sad that i have to stop but i m always missing class due to OT so its no point..Wait till my contract ends in july then i shall resume..My heart was breaking when i said i wanted to stop then flashbacks of the classes,laughter we shared juz whizzed thru my mind..sigh..I like the class and the lessons..sobs..wanna cry ready..
I m trying my best to embrace my job really..It will be so hard to go to work if i keep hating it,even if i can't like it,i wanna be neutral..Working in the coporate sector made me see alot of things..Some of the things u see on tv actually happen in real life..
My ah gong admitted hosp again,this time doc put him on morphine cos the pain was unbearble..Sigh hurts to see him in so much pain..When i went to visit him yesterday, the moment i went in,he juz held my hand and the agonizing look on his face really tugged on my heartstrings..If i could make the decision, i would have let him take the painkiller via his spinal cord..Can reduce the pain why not..Really hope he lives his dwindling years happily n pain free..
I think i m having PMS cos i feel moody n i m having this major breakout on my already ugly enough face!!damnit..shit better dun get my mens on the 28thmay if not cant play ready..
Kiddie dear!!congrats on getting the job..work well okies..then will get pay increment soon..haha..Love ya sweetie!!!
Stomach is growling..dinner time!!
out of office
yixin
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
7:24:00 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
this is e 190th POST!!
hAhA.. alrighty.. hAven beeN postIng, cuz noThing to poSt, lazy to type..
oOkies.. tom i'm going for interview at national ca centre.. haha.. applying for e clerk position. hmm.. hopefully it goes well..
ur table looks real neat huh.. hahaha.. =x.. hee..
internet's been nuts again.. -_-
I hv a store in maple - aquila oh.. ha.. Mintchipchoc gave me rubber shoes and a visor!!! yay yay!!
oKay.. take care!
kid
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
8:55:00 PM
Today was an extraordinary day..Firstly no work!!!yippees..hahaaa..tmr no work too!!wat a luxury..
Woke up bright and early and went down to NUS for the FASS with darling..Actually she got e invite la, i juz tagged along and pretended i got accepted into arts too..hehe..Got to know more about courses like psychology and sociology and political science. Its pretty interesting the courses and the modules they have and the lecturers speak good english..haha..Honestly, i thought maybe doing psycho or socio might be good too but my heart still lies in NTU, in biological science..Oh ya went down to submit testimonials for my appeal at NTU, really pray and hope that darling and I get in..Gosh we juz want it so bad!!
After that we made our way down to essential & brew at holland V for lunch..Wanted to go upstairs but they only open at 3pm and we were like an hr early so settled downstairs and ordered food..starving already..Ordered calamari rings and this lemongrass chix..Yummy =P
Then sitting to our left were these 2 gay guys, one of em was so disgusting,making eyes at his partner when he talked..We were so hungry but we juz lost our appetite..When they called for bill and then left,we even shook hands and congratulated each other..hahaha..I can stand lesbians PDA but not gays!!
Finished eating and upstairs opened so went up but the window seats were reserved:( so got another sit and ordered desert..Hee..Pics below..
Strawberry cheesecake and berryfruit sorbet..yums!!!gee..
Can't bear to eat it so fast..haha..
Artsy huh..of cos not i take one la..haha..
yeah us happily lunching..
U can actually see a ghost in broad daylight in a restaurant when ur lucky!!haha..
Staring at the comp for 8hrs at least for the past 2 months had cost me my eyesight..sigh i need glasses now..and i got astig too..
We left at bout 5pm and headed home..Fell asleep and woke up at 7 to shower and all then went out w my parents for dinner..their dinner..I juz picked some here and there..
I m so proud of myself..I fixed up the calender kiddie gave me!!!yeah and i packed my table..proof below okies..
Neat huh!!I even polished it with magiclean okies..haha..the green structure is the DIY calender my wife gave me..Absolutely cute!!!haha..
I added new things to my table..I pasted pics of my 2 darlings on the window grill there..And spot the tenny weeny neoprint on one of the tiles of my calender..there are more pics to be up..Lemme go develop..
We are nearing end may and june is comin!!!4 more weeks to break from work..can't wait and i need to get my pay soon,i wanna shop till i drop!!I juz keep feeling money is never enough..damn no more splurging on food..
ookies shall stop here..
Love ya all,
yixin =P
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
12:23:00 AM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Finally we are 2 hrs from the weekend..Tmr is off day cos gonna go to ntu to appeal and go back np too..
Today was one crazy day, whole day spent rushing reports and spreadsheets..
Kena bua gu you juz now in the morning,was my fault though, my negligence caused ppl trouble and ppl gotta help me with my work..I should have alerted that i had work instead of waiting till so last minute. I really gotta learn how to be more meticulous and not so careless..Well, lets juz say i got alot to learn but i m gonna take everything in my stride. Stangely after today i feel better towards my job though i noe there will be more challenges comin up..Mb its wat deb said to me, it kinda slapped me out of myself and thanks babe..
Met with the girls, fish,cheryl,rena and deb i think was on tues..Went to fins seafood cafe at marina square to have dinner, good food but sorry huh bit dim outside, u won noe if anything falls into ur food. U girls are really sweethearts, waited so long for me cos i had to do OT..shit ass nowadays its a luxury to go home on time,like wat will kor said lui pai tan uh!!hahaa..But i juz wanna go home on time, dun even wanna earn the ot,too tired le..wat is money when i feel so damn tired and drained??!!
This weekend is a good one cos no work!!!yippee..darling gotta work but i meetin her for dinner..haha..sat is the nus fass thing..not so sure wats that bout but juz go and understand course structure i guess..
Actually its really time to start thinkin bout other alternatives juz in case i dun get into uni but i m juz so stubborn in believing that i wanna get into uni that i m not entertaining anything else..Sigh that is like consoling myself..but i juz dunno wat to do other than go uni..Dun wanna work,nothing beats studying for me now..
I have been working in the coporate world for coming 2 months ready and in this period of time i see alot of office politics and things u see on tv actually happen in real life..There are presence of these back-stabbers and those who sow discord..But at the same time there are also nice ppl ard..Well i have both ard me but thank god i associate with the good ppl..Really thank god for these ppl that make my working environment better though honestly the job is sucky at times. Thanks for always doting on me and reminding me to take it easy and remember to eat and all, fetching me to work and home sometimes..Thanks alot, u all noe who u are..I appreciate all these really..
I haven't exercised for like so damn long..lets see from the start from sem 2 yr 3 which is like from feb or march i think till like now..Like wat jiaying said i m disgustingly fair now..haha..I need the sun, the sea and i seriously need to run but nowadays when i reach home i m so tired i juz wanna sleep and neva wake up..Come july i will not work and go swim,jog and chill out with frens and then only work during weekends..Weekdays somedays help out in daddy's shop..Juz live life easy..Well that is IF i get into uni la..if not gotta start scouting for other options already..
I wanna go zoo and i wanna go wild wild wet to get a nice tan..I m way too fair, i miss my tanned skin,miss my stamina,my physique last time..Miss canoeing!!miss kallang!!miss my team!!hehe..
I m a team person.ehhh heh..haha..siow!!
okies this post is long enough..this kiddie say wanna play maple still dun come online!!I gotta go write my appeal essay le..
I love kiddie!!!my dear wife..
I love darling!!!
Those of u who see simin's nick,pls be impressed cos i improvised it..haha.. =P
I m so happy!!!tmr can take 74!!!hahaha..yeah i love going to skool..
Have a good weekend everyone
yixin =)
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
10:52:00 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
This post is dedicated to my mum..
Yesterday was Mothers' Day!! Happy mummy's day to all mummies and esp to my mama..Hee..
I m glad mummy liked the cake,i love my mummy!!
Thanks mummy for everything u have done for me..Ironing my shirt every morning and making sure my alarm clock is set, always standing by me and being so supportive.. For the birdnest you made me suring my genomics paper..sigh but i got a C..Even though i did not get into uni and i know ur disappointed but u still encouraged me and told me not to give up..
Here are the pics taken yesterday..
Thy cake for mummy..frm swensens..Could not get a custom made one in time so bought one off e rack
Happy mothers' day to mama!! *Muacks*
Mummy with weiwei..Lao er in the family
Mummy with rebecca..xiao mei of the house but not in terms of size
Me and mummy..So pretty hor!!
I juz realized how much i look like my mummy..But i will never be like her..She is the anchor of my life,a good wife and a wonderful mum..
Thanks mum for everything..
I LOVE YOU FOREVER!!
With LOve
yixin =)
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
11:04:00 PM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
connected to internet at last. dunno wassup w singnet, modem n phoneline. after waiting for 4days..
As wat DM said tt day.. We're jobless now.. lol.. it doesnt sounds nice eh.. =b.. submitted a few applications, yet all no reply yet.. sigh sigh..
Things happened, communication breakdown. well, anyhows, yupz.. i'm glad e air is cleared.. free of particles. we shld hv talked abt it earlier before things got worst, nevertheless.. its OVER!! =) lOve ya lOadS......
Tues went out w GLADs.. fun.. =) err.. dm grew fatter. =b =b.. hahaha...... so bad.. anyway, i signed up to go for e Wt Mx prog in AH wellness something... aka.. 'Pui Pui Club'.. hahahahahaha......... appt nxt tues.. scary noe.. more afriad of e bld results.
got time, so i completed e cross stitch.. my mum tot it was for myself.. sweet... i love it.. *muacks*
this... is..... monday..... night..
tUesday afternn.. meet w GLADs.. only got pics w DM.. hahaha...
tHis.. last day of att. with PiHui!! hehehe.. Night shift really really sucks u mentally.......... 2-4am was terrible.. u wanna slp but u cant.. gosh..
THIS MORNING I TOUCHED A LIZARD. tt was damn. really. ewwwwwww....... GROSSED UP damn tHing. ARGgGGgGGggggg.....................
You are the cure. amazing huh.. oOkies.. love ya infinity..
*mUAcks*
kIddIe kIddiE kIddIe gOt liFe aGAin!!!!
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
8:15:00 PM
I m so bored out of my skull now..thank god they have wireless access here,oh by the way i m at funan working now..hehe..juz now i went to sign in to msn using this display ibook then my username and password got stuck there,i dunno how to remove it!!!now whenever i click rightclick msn or click on my username,it signs in without prompting for password!!!gosh why i so itchy backside??!!So frens if u see me online but i m talkin nonsense and offensive stuffs to u,its not me okies..hehe..I will ask em to make sure no one play punk using my login..I really love this ibook that i m using now..Its so slick n the keyboard is fantastic!!But its so damn ex..Its like 3.5k for 512mb ram and 4.6k for 1GB ram..Anyone wanna buy that for me??!!haha..I realize i m becoming more of a gadget person..I like the O2 xda fone too..It looked so nice,i saw someone in office carrying it and i like but i still love my current fone and th O2 one is damn ex too..1k i think..So so bored!!!Its like another 5 hrs to knockoff!!haiyo only sold 2 players..Bring out display is better but oso not much ppl really stop to look n all..So put in,display out oso not much diff actually..Sigh i need my pay soon,i wanna shop and i wanna get my nano!!Where is my nano??!!
I wanna go holiday,i cant wait for july to come,so wanna go back to school,bury myself in notes n books..I dun wanna stop typing cos the keyboard is so cool,i really love it!!hahaa..Saw this nakamichi mini hifi set yesterday at harbourfront,costs like 900 bucks n its v nice..Okies thats too ex ready,i have to save up and fill up my wardrobe..
had good bfast w kiddie juz now..she came down to dadddy's shop to eat w me..hehe..
Hey gal, i m so glad we talked things out n everything is fine now..its like a load off my chest..hehe..
I dread monday really..gosh i m like counting days to july,marking off each day on my calender..Aargh!!!!Muz endure for money!!
ookies dooks,gonna go back to my throne at the showcase and watch ppl walk ard n smile..haha..
Kiddie i love u!!
yixin =P
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
3:16:00 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006
TGIf- Thank god its friday..Its no ordinary friday but today is a public holiday!!!!woke up at 7.30am then went back to sleep till around like 11am..hee..Its really rare chance to be able to sleep like that..So looking forward to next 2 weekends cos no work so can enjoy with my family n my 2 darlings..haha..
Okies updates for this week..
Monday-Went reluctantly to work at funan..thanks to some idiot ass but after met ghissy then we went to eat at sizzlers..salad bar..had so much fun,laughing n eating so much till i was so bloated..then went to esplanade to walk n went home tog..I wanna go travel w u gal!!!
Wednesday n Thursday-got grilled by a collegue in doing template..Never got scolded like that in school before oso..The kind lady teaching me is pregnant, i think she got real aggitated i was so worried she would juz give birth right then right there..sigh i really really really suck in excel okies..u juz have no idea..Thank the merciful god above this is not gonna be my bread n butter
Was supposed to meet darling yesterday but was busy churning that damn bloody template that i forgo lunch..initially was okies smooth but till afternoon i got so lethargic n it was so diffiult to focus n i began making so many mistakes..damnit!!then in the end had no choice but to call darling n cancell our date..sigh..poor girl was expecting me..sorry darling,will make it up to u..hee..I m ur darling so muz forgive me okies..
Yesterday went home at 8pm..sweet aunty elaine took cab n let me hitch a hike..she is really so nice..providing sound advice frm n quoting bible verses to encourage me..kit oso sent me sms telling me to persevere n dun be discouraged..cindy is oso dearie..lending a listening ear to me n giving me sound advice..Thank god for all of em or i would have given up long ago..I noe its not easy for everyone cos ppl r breathing down our throats..That ought to die vermin!!
It really hurts when ppl keep telling u ur not good enough but ur ready like giving ur best n trying so hard but u noe sometimes mistakes r still made..I juz feel so peeveed like why can ppl do it so easily,like snap of fingers but i always learn e hard way,very hard indeed..Along come all the mental stress..and i dun even noe how to describe it..To many its simple,juz doing templates but i struggle to do that..No background is bad enough plus i m not the kind to pick up fast..I m staying cos if i leave now,its juz as good as admitting failure..So i shall stay n learn albeit painful but in the end walk out w pride n more knowledge..God grant me wisdom n determination to push on..
I miss my team-mates..miss jiaying,elva,regina..I miss kallang,training in kallang..the feeling of wind against my face when i row..I miss the feeling of satisfaction i get after surviving training..I miss all the train till u drop sessions..I havent ran for like 6 months n i feel so sian..working takes up like 70% of my time,sleep n spending time w family n frens take up e rest..I always fail to turn up during gatherings but i really dun mean it..Its juz wrong time..I will try my best to turn up next time round..
So many ppl ask me why i work so hard..I juz feel that i shld make the most out of this n work till max so next time when i m back in school(hopefully) i got more cash n all..I m saving for my 21st bash!!hahaa..
okies this has been a very long entry..
Have a great weekend frens
yixin =P
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
12:51:00 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
I miss the simplicity of matters that i had during school days, now its different..Maybe cos i m working so i see more and its mentally tiring really..
I miss school,miss lectures,miss mugging for projs and studying in school for exams..Miss all the scribbling during lectures..
Like what rena said, this year is turning out to be damn sucky and i think its kinda true. Both of us always go thru same things,bad ones though..
But its times of adversity like this that u noe u get support from frens and u grow stronger..
Like what ppl say, if it doesn't kill u,it makes u stronger..
Okies gotta go work ready,damn shit ass i was supposed to go out w kiddie lor then i gotta stand in for collegue..My fault that i got leave today??!!
God bless me, no more suprises like that pls!!! I dun wanna leave to a ripe old age but i dun wanna die young too..
Hey my dear small buffalo, no worries ya..U noe i will always be there okies..We r goin thru it tog,anytime u need juz gimme a call..Love ya!!
Kiddie i miss u loads!!!! I noe my time is always spent working but i will always have time for u cos ur SPECIAL!! Love ya forever..
Yixin
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
10:07:00 AM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Hehe..These came a little late..Pics frm darling's bdae party..
This is the bdae girl looking radiant n absolutely gorgeous..
Darling's bdae cake..with the big 21!!haha..
Darling is always so picture perfect with that million dollar smile..
The entire poly gang n darling,entire sea of orange!!hope to keep in touch w these ppl..
The unfortunate few in same sem as darling =P
Darling and joanna with our gift to her..(from me,jo,alan,viki n qingxian)
Darling and her gift..Respect me jacket,i love it too..haha
All of us folks frm NP biotech ;)
silly mel posed for me..haha..
World's bestest fren and me..Love u most okies!!
After the party we took pics tog..yeah..The deco is really great!!haha..
That nite was really fun n really glad darling had fun..She is one happy princess that nite..haha..
Love u darling n may this 21st yr be a prosperous one for u..
*muacks*
yixin
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
2:06:00 AM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
I've Graduated alas. The long torturous journey is over. Now, embarking on e new journey...... finding a new life. =]..
Going to e temple to pray.. den go my ahma hse to pray later.
Take Care!
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
7:38:00 AM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Today is 3rd May 2006, 21st bdae of Lim Simin!!haha..Happy bdae darling..My dear girl, i think u gonna get so irritated by me..I wished u on the fone,by mouth and with sms..hahaa..The only way i havent wished u is thru sign language..geee..
Our jouurney begun with a copy of cleo magazine..
Darling bought cleo during some lecture in skool..we were neva in the same class and under normal circumstances we would not have known each other if not for that copy of cleo thus i m an ardent fan of cleo!!hahaha..I kaypoh went to borrow frm her and then we started talking..During that sem,immune was a killer and we all dreaded it so we were saying should study together..After that we studied tog during exams and that period of time was really fun..We studied at the convention area till like 10pm at night..Mug and mug for immune and other papers..haha..After that darling went for oiap to uk and sometimes i will chat with her on msn,waiting for her to bathe n cook..Those were like wee hrs of the morning cos of time difference..3.5 months passed and she was back in skool and so was I..On her first day of skool i remembered..I was near co-op and someone was walkin in my opp direction then that girl screamed and i realised was her..haha..Din recognise her..we were so happy to see each other and we hugged..haha..then on we started chatting on the fone,went out but i dun remember how the darling thing started..haha..
Our journey was really fun..Though it has only been like a yr, i learn alot bout her..We think rather alike and it was juz instant clique..Many of our frens were suprised how we got so close in such a short time frame..haha..well god work wonders:)
Darling u have really been a pal..Thanks for all u have done,all the fun joy n laughter we have shared..There is more to come n more to look forward to in our friendship..I really cherish the bond forever,may it last forever..haha..Love ya!!!
I gotta go sleep ready,damn tired..Its 5am now..Hope to meet u later!!
**Muacks**
yixin
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
4:45:00 AM
this... is..... monday..... night..
