Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Heya kiddie..
Was shocked when i received ur sms today..Really sorry to hear that, take it easy ya..At least now he suffers no more..There is always this weird feeling when ur loved one pass away, like u juz cant believe that he is gone now but really his presence will always be w u in ur heart..
I noe things haven been exactly smooth-sailing tis yr but i will be there for u regardless of wat happens..I noe i dun say it often enough but if u need anything or anyone noe that i m there juz like i noe u are for me..
take care loads ya..
Love u always,
yixin..
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
9:41:00 PM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
my grandfather has fallen into dementia.. hmm.. it wld recur again. anyways, last nite i juz dreamt tt he passed away.. den, this morn my mum told me.. he fell and all. alrite. guess i'll be headin to msia soon..
my mum told my dad it wld be better if she goes off 1st. ha.. den i told her, no no.. its better for me to go off 1st. i dun wanna live tt long, will i even live tt long, healthily? i'll give u all e money.
cant wait for my contract to end.. one more mth to go! haha.. den i'll call AH soon to see if i've still got e job placing.
Just edited e blog a lil. games we play were childish huh, so deleted e whole section. forget it.. doesnt matter.
Den i saw e recollections.. this blog is comin to 3yrs and more?! i dunno. read some of our previous posts. things changed. feelings changed. the ups & downs of life.
nothing much has been goin on. nothing happening.
just getting to work. meeting the patients. tts e joy of it. walking home everyday frm sgh. plugin e ipod, gives me e drive to walk faster. to sweat out more. cut me out frm e real world. it sucks & even me, myself.. i dun give quite a damn to how ppl look at it anymore. i dun care, so there's no reason for me to think tt anybody else's care.
ciaoz.
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
9:11:00 PM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Juz read Yingna's blog..she mentioned bout our meeting up last thurs i think..cant really remember..Silly girl gotta call me by my full name lor!!every sentence it started w " ting yixin"..Like scolding me like that!!silly chuaz or rather chua yingna!haha..Enjoy talking to u too girl..Even after so long i still feel the closeness la n ur still my pal..i thought we drifted but apparently not..so thats good la..heee..we can talk like forever one..haha..okies la i admit i m talkative but its good to find someone who u can talk to for ages eh..i enjoy talking!!=p
Well the uni thing..sigh..ya there are so many ppl ard me including me who are still feeling sour bout not getting into local uni but thats life..u dun always get wat u want..but now ur alr settled in sim n trust me its a good place la..if wat i wanted was recognised there i wld have gone there alr..Remember wat we said that day?we will do well one okies..juz gonna take time but in the end we will still be there..By saying tis i m reminding myself too..
okies back to newspaper n classified n recruit..
dear i dun see any lab-tech jobs eh..
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
2:19:00 PM
Monday, August 14, 2006
I realised I blogged on monday again..Juz reached home like 30 mins ago..
Another week has flew past and i m still at home..hopefully i get good news on friday!!pls i m sick n tired of staying at home..I swear if i by next week i m still not working FT (cross my fingers), I m gonna start working part time..
Caught click with darling today, was a very nice movie but it was sad oso..Made us cry..But some parts of it was hilarious..Okies now got the break-up and tokyo drift left..
Oh we went to return our uniforms to lemon and to get our cheques too but not ready yet..U always gotta wait darn long for ur last pay i dunno why..That practically spells the end of our career in lemon.Never intended it to end so abruptly but well things happened..
Shit man i gotta start working..I m gonna make sure i work like i did last time cos i feel good n i see money coming in..I dunno if i will still go to aust to study but i juz wanna make sure my bank bal increase n increase..In a perverse way, i like my life like that,working 7 days a week..
Met dear for dinner..aiyo wait for her so long leh cos she got held up by that toot again,idiotic slavedriver!!Went to the soup place at raffles city to have dinner and we juz sat there n talk..talk bout so many things and it made me realise we have much in common but dear is def initely a better version..haha..Promised her to go for her skool bash at DXO on sat..silly ger borrowed my labcoat..haha..
My very nice kor helped me ballot for the IDA chalet alr..hopefully i get it then i will save hell lot..
2 months plus more before i turn the big 21..wow time flies..tsk tsk..i have graduatd for like technically speaking 6 months alr..well its juz gonna be 2 more yrs then i can smell the gates of school again..aarghs..
Okies all the best to darling and all my frens commencing school this week or next week..have fun and take care!!
I miss u kiddie..
Hope ur having fun at work..
Free then call/sms me okies..
Love ya gal!
I muz make it a point to buy papers daily n search the recruit n classified section thoroughly..Apparently dear always find job ads for lab tech there..
Off i go,
yixin =p
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
11:00:00 PM
Monday, August 07, 2006
This is so damn cool!!got it frm rena's blog..
My name..
Ghissy's name..
hahaha..whatever name u put in,u will get some naughty meaning out of a name that maybe so ordinary..cool shit..
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
11:18:00 PM
Once again its monday..not that its a big diff to me..
Okies went for an informal interview at SGH last sat and wow the job offered was definitely interesting..Neva heard of such a position..Actually there were 2 positions offered,one research based and the other was more of a clinical lab based..well i was given a choice but i did not state my preference cos i could not decide there n then..I hope to be called for the formal interview in 2 weeks time cos i think its a job with good prospects and very bio..haha
Having another interview at 4pm at nestle R&D later and having butterflies in my stomach seriously..After the interview at NP left me a tad shaken!!But juz gonna take it easy cos wats meant to be mine will be mine..
Actually i m excited to start work in the lab but at the same time i m jittery too..I m worried that might not pick up fast enough, i m worried bout making mistakes, i m worried bout so many things..Sigh..scares me even to think bout it really..Shall count on daddy..
Last weekend was so fun..went to the new nat lib w kiddie n borrowed like so many books..hahaa..rare of us to borrow books lor..Then dinner at my grandma's place with my cousins n some other ppl..spent time w my aunties n uncle yesterday..juz met up with them to chill..Its like my grandfather passed away but with the loss of him we gained the bond of our family..In the past I was so blinded by what my dad says bout my maternal relatives and that caused us to be so distant. But we bonded alot during the funeral and we went thru the grieving period tog..Now we meet on sundays like every 2 weeks and hope it lasts..I love hanging out with them and we always have so much fun laughing n all tog..But everytime they see me they ask if i m attached..haha..I m not n i dun think i will be for the next few months..
We even planned to go Bangkok during cny as a family so see how it goes..They all say i m so high maintanence but i m not la!!hahaa..I m penniless and jobless but not for long i hope..haha..We gonna meet up on nat day at harbourfront but they all dun wanna tell me wat its for..bleah..shall find out on wed..hahaa..
Spent money again!!Bought like the entire set of vichy products..Cleanser, toner and moisturiser and cost me like $110..sheesh..Sigh..When u have blemished skin u gotta invest in skincare products but if u have dewy and flawless skin with not even a shadow of a zit then i think $5 cleanser will do la..hor darling??=p
I m seriously broke alr..Better go faster faster book my chalet if not no money alr..Told kor kor dun ballot for me alr cos chances are i won get it..c'mon la 2 pathetic units with the entire IDA balloting..I was not born a lucky star, on the contary in fact..
I m looking forward to studying again..I haven held a pen so long it felt weird when i was writing juz now and my writing seriously suck lor!Was telling darling if i ever get into NUS or NTU i will forgo my study plans in Melbourne but i seriously doubt i will get in cos if they dun take me in now,why would they in 2 yrs time?My grades and gpa will still be the same and i dun think that 2 yrs of work experience matters to them anyway..Juz apply n see la..
I think i shld write like diary so my penmanship can be maintained and better go revise on the lab techniques alr since i will noe wat skills they require..
Okies gonna go bathe alr..God bless me later!!
Love,
yixin =)
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
12:29:00 PM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
SPRINTERS done by Jiaying
Those were the days..
Whenever i see this clip it makes me cry..
Life was so fun back then
Sigh sweet sweet memories
Brings a surge of warmth to me
Twas the best race regina n I had
That day was simply unforgettable
Hey guys,make it another eventful day ya!!NP kee ya!!
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
6:47:00 PM
Today is another very boring day..
My schedule is always the same..
Wake up, check mails, read newspaper,watch tv,surf net..
Shall go lib borrow some good books to read esp on the research area..
I hate the wait, if i noe wat i m waiting for its fine but its like waiting for something i dun even noe if i will get..
I keep hoping its juz a dream n someone will slap me awake but unfortunately its not..Its reality..
Dear God, Pls give me a job soon cos the wait is agonizing..Also bless my frens who will be going back to school and bless my friendships too..Amen..
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
6:05:00 PM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBECCA!!!
hAppy nUrsEs dAy..
day went oOkies.. dunno how oOkies thiS cOuld be.. alrite..well.. e damn modem din worked again for days. cant be bothered. it sucks.
I got a rose and a polar heart shaped cake for nurses' day today!! yay.. so sweet..
aLrite.. den den.. I got my mens too.. tt really sucks.
*shedding e blood of e frustrated uterus*
great..
worst things came along..
I stepped and tripped over e telephone wire, i broke e connecting socket.
i went to bathed, realize i din get mu hairband, went back to my room to get it, then I KICKED INTO THE CUPBOARD.. and my small toe-nail cracked and chipped.. damn.. real damn.
Wanna go to zzz soon. like now.
*poof*
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
9:41:00 PM
This post is dedicated to the princess in my family..The youngest of us all Ting Yifang Rebecca..
Happy birthday to my dearest and most precious xiao mei!!!
You are turning 11 today..tsk tsk 10 yrs my junior..
Though i noe i always nag at u and tease u and pinch u and hug n kiss u but i love u so be good and grow up to be a fine girl..I want u to be better than me and do well in school and get into uni!
Bought u a backpack and hope u like it..Wish u all the best in your studies and have fun and pls lose wt!!=b
Actually becca looks like me and she inherited my character..bad bad cos i m sucha flawed person so actually frm her i see alot of my flaws which i hope in time to come will lessen..I want the best for her cos she is the smartest among all 3..They always say the youngest inhereits the best genes!!she got the best complexion and she is smart and she will have nice body if she loses wt la..haha..
She was the joy of my life when she was born and me only like 10 yrs old then and everyday i looked forward to goin home and playin with her..During her nursery days, i fetched her to and fro school and i even fetched her from school last yr during her bdae and that suprised look on her face when she saw me..I noe she fears me cos i m strict w her and sometimes i can be biased and i apologise for that..I juz want the best for her..She was really skinny last time but cute thing was she has chubby cheeks and this dimple on her cheeks..so cute and i always pinch her cos its like 2 eggs!!haha..Since young many ppl commented she will grow into a pretty girl and she looked like china doll cos she is v fair with those rosy cheeks..haha..How time flies, now she is like alr 10..she is growing up and I m growing old =P
Once again Happy Bdae sweetie and God bless ya dear!!
Yours,
Yixin
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
12:43:00 PM
Its the third week of being jobless..Sigh..I think i m gonna make a trip down to job agencies so things can speed up..I have been sending resumes and everyday my routine is to check my emails..And i m always so hopeful when checking but end up well nothing much..Broke alr..all the shopping and enjoyment so muz work alr!!Havent worked for the past weekends after the roadshow well i guess is after wat happened..Makes no sense after u work so hard for the company and u cant even earn basic trust frm your superiors..There are some ppl whom i think ought to be shot dead and i shall not mention names..I dreamt of canoeing again,i have been deprived of it so much that i keep dreaming of it i gues..Oh then day before i dreamt that i got into uni but into arts i think then i saw my frens goin for science lectures and i cried cos i couldn't get in..haha..silly hor?!
Caught lake house with kiddie yesterday night..Nice movie but i couldn't figure out the time thing..haha..we were like so into it that after the movie we were still discussing it..But lurve it..subtle love story with a twist..Like serendipity only the time gap difference..Forgot to mention went down to SGH to have lunch with her..haha..Mummy says i cant stay still,always muz go out..true la..hee
I wanna watch helen the baby fox and click and the breakup..haha..very rich hor?!!
Hope my pay comes soon so i can top up my bank balance and keep the ATM card so i won spend..But anyways i not intending to buy stuffs alr cos i need money to tide me thru the "jobless" period..
Kiddie..here is the collage i did using the pics we took..haha..Nothing spectacular though..Juz a simple one..
Hehe..I put in the one u created cos i love it and I love u!!!
That time went to sentosa w dear and darling..Only got one pic so shall put it in..I like my skin colour now and i m gonna work on it!!I want the canoeist colour i had..haha..oh mummy gonna kill me!!
My sweet lil xiaomei jiaying created this collage..Love her and elva..The joy of my and i bet regina's canoeing life..
Heard frm regina that round ubin is on the 20thAug..Muz go down support them..Sigh thinkin of round ubin brings back so much fond memories..The trainings,the race and after the race..hahaa..I miss canoeing and school la!!!
Guys jia you okies,regina and I will go scream for u all and wait for u all at the finishing line..Make it your best race ya!!
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
11:14:00 AM
