Tuesday, April 25, 2006
I sent my template to my email so i could do it but the bloody thing bounced!!!!!damnit..why m i always so sway ka??!! Tmr gotta finish it first thing in the morning and send it out..Oh gosh electronics keep crashing on me..Laptop is slowing me down like so much when i m already slow enough!!!I juz wanna trash that damn bloody thing lor..Tmr i m gonna use the desktop n do all my work there,so much more user-friendly n faster oso..screen bigger,can see clearer..Tmr onwards i m gonna work faster, not gonna be dragged down by the bloddy sickening moronic laptop!!aargh!!!
I M GONNA WORK MORE EFFECIENTLY FRM TOMORROW ONWARDS!!!!
today's lunch was good..had tim sum at dragon phoenix at old diamaru..
hee..yummy leh!!!
this is a coaster for plates..everyone gotta xi(happiness) but i got shou(longevity)..I dun need long life,juz need a successful n happy one..
Lemon rocks!!! we are in the limelight..
Candid shot!!
Darling..Now ur a pretty girl, no longer a basketball..hehe..I mean it!!!!
this is i-fish..descendant of i-dog..haha..very cute toy, will wag its tail and gurgle to music plus its also a speaker..It can also turn in circles..Like it??come to funan 04-41 n buy frm me!!!hehe..
okies..penning off..
yixin :)
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
10:02:00 PM
Monday, April 24, 2006
The weekend has come n gone..sigh sigh its back to real work on monday..Its month end this week so gonna be busy lo..
Sales this week was okies la..Tat quiet on sat..Juz now served 2 mic for wat seems like eternity!!!They were so bloody troublesome n c'mon i only earn like 2 bucks each okies..But the best thing was this tourist frm philippines that came back n bought 5 players frm me..hehe..thanks..very cute fella!!Darling had phenomenal sales this weekend,she sold like 14 sets!!!**salutes salutes**hahaa..my darling got honeyed plus silver tongue okies,she can lash u with words or sweettalk u out of ur skin..hahaha..=P
Ghissy baby!!
I hope ah ma is fine,dun worry ya..Mb its juz some side effects..nothing serious..I now wat u mean,i honestly hope to go with u too..Even more so now that i have received no news at all frm both unis..But frankly its no way with that kinda money..U are 2 weeks away frm graduation!!jia you okies..Sure will pass with flying colours,i will ask the man above to bless u..haha..Then after that i can meet u often!!!yippees..Love ya loadies!!!!! **Muacks mUACks**
Darling..I m sorry if i made u depressed with my words sometimes..I guess thats one bad thing bout me..I dun mean it but i guess its juz my nature to say negative things sometimes especially when i m depressed or upset, i noticed ur reaction too darling..I will try my best to minimize that okies..hee..honestly i m thankful i got u cos u tend to make me think positive and u never fail to cheer me up..haha..sounds familiar??!!!
Both of u are so important to me..I dunno wat to do without u girls..I always say i love u n its not juz say,i mean it too!!hehe..Ghissy n darling..Thanks for loving me despite my laundry list of short-comings and my nonsense..hahaa..Love u both to bits and pieces!!!
Ghissy i cant wait to see u on sat!!!!hehe..haven met u for 1 lightyear hor!!The collage is really good uh..looks so nice on desktop..Hp oso..haha..
ookies done ready..darling rushing me lor!!B-A-S-K-E-T-B-A-L-L = BASKETBALL =P
May this week be a good one for us yah..especially darling for ur party!!
yixin ;)
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
12:46:00 AM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
hEy yO.. Juz read e blog today..
i'll bE so wOrried if U dUn get inTo uni.. *iN a gD wAy*.. i really wAnt U to gEt in too.. mY paRents diD ask hoW was e aPplicaTion goIng?.. deN my mUm wenT on sAying, if yIxin can sAve e moNey, dEn boTh of u cAn gO toG.. bUt, serioUsly, we'vE toT & talKed abT thIs beFore yA.. hoW mucH cAn u sAve in suCh a shoRt perIod of tIme!!!! n if i got lotsa money, i'll surely spare u how much u need................
noE wAt.. i jUz set e cOllage as mY baCkgrd tOo.. woah.. din noE it loOks tt niCe eh.. hahaha... =b
foR ur dAddy.. mAybe juZ speNd more tIme w uR faMily durinG sAturday lo..somEtimes uR preSence jUz makEs a diFfeRence..
sO.. 8 MORE DAYS TILL ATT ENDS. iF i pass, THANK GOD ITS OVER. goSh.. pretty fast.. but i really dunno how..
wat was hAppening was When i sAw jEff on tHurs aftErnn in e ward. hahahahahahaha... i was like.. eh.......... his mum admit to my ward.. so happen, i'm taking care of tt cubicle.. hiS mum is a real joker la...... u look at her face wanna laugh.. she say I'm cute.. den Pi Hui also cute.. we told her she's cute too.. 3 of us laughed like nobody's business.. hahahahaha... *cRazy*
my ahma went home alr.. but she vomited for e past 2days eh..told unc will if she vomits again den send her back to hosp.. sooooo scared..
i dl mapleglobal, ken's playing there.. he cant dl SEA cuz limit reach alr.. hahaha.. nxt mth den can dl. global hv easter festival eh.. hehehe.. cuTe..
iTs Ken & mE.. anD eAster buNny!!!! =D miSs hIm eh.. hE's comIng back on 28/29 june ah..for 2wks only..
oOkies ah.. tOm is my 2nd last wk.. *hopefully*.. gOsh.. cant wait for it to end........... ='( so saddening n depressing man...................... wat hv i done!!!!!!!!!!! tata
LOVE YOU LOADSsss mY dArlINg sWeeTie!!!!!!!
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
9:11:00 AM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
I saw this coming my way..Knew it was juz a matter of time ever since i started working 7 days a week..
I was on the bus on my way home after work and dinner..Then at the ghim moh road junction my fone rang,i knew it was frm home right away..Bingo it was my dad..Earlier on at long john's when i was talkin to my mum she already sounded agitated so i knew it was somehow work related..Oh well, my dad juz nagged at me saying that its so hard to even see me,i always spend time with my frens and its like ever since i started working, i m always out,even weekdays i m home late..I dun call him often only as n when i feel like it,i treat my home like a hotel..blah blah shit..
I admit that i have been working and i dun see him alot cos i always have some party or gathering of sort on friday..I only see him for less than 3mins per week cos sat i will go say bye to him then go to work..But saying that i spend alot of time with my frens is really an overstatement..I don't okies,havent seen kiddie for so long,haven't met my poly frens since andrew's bdae party and mostly everyday after work i go straight home only with occasional meet-ups with frens or to the bookshop..That is my life,boring but true..
Honestly i dun understand them sometimes esp my dad,he is always making assumptions and most of the time they are not true,well his side of the story..Its like i m really using all my time to earn money n all so why can't they see my point?!!If i have my own income i can support myself well at least for till school starts(hopefully)..I really dunno wats up with him la..i m juz fuming bout this whole issue that has resurfaced,it does every now n then..Honestly i kinda enjoy my life now though its tiring..but at least i m satisfied and i noe i m putting my time to good use..I will call him n all more often next time..But i juz hate it when he keeps talking n i cant say a shit n i have no chance to explain things..I m always fighting a losing case..
Tired of all these shit..
yixin :'(
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
11:38:00 PM
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Havent blogged since last sunday,always wanted to blog then will go watch tv and talk on e fone..end up forgetting..Work this week was fine,still not busy yet..I wanna grab things fast so i can be like really busy,bustling around doing work cos i noe that will bring me a sense of satisfaction..But its like even with the lil work i m given, i make mistakes n i m thankful kit is really tolerant n patient..Must be real careful in future,cos some mistakes i make cause hassles for others..I made a kinda serious mistake yesterday but thankfully it was reversible..But i m affected cos i feel like why cant i do a single shit well??!!I m so callous that i m pissed with myself,really chu xing da yi lor!!I really gotta be more METICULOUS and make less blunders..I gotta do my best yet at the same time be less error-prone..Cannot be muddle-headed..sigh..
I m feeling bit well moody now..i dunno why..mb its cos of work,mb its juz pms..sigh..i like my job more now n i dun wanna jeopardize anything at all..
I m now more certain that i m gonna get rejection letter already cos juz now js said till now if still dun have means its rejection already..The reason why i havent gotten rejection letter its the perverse side of them that like to see ppl wait n juz hang there n not knowing the outcome..
Okies if kit were to see this,she will juz say i m being negative again,self-fulfilling the negative prophecy..haha..sorry but i juz cant help it..If i could change my character,i would have done so like a millenium ago..I juz hate myself sometimes,i feel i m nothing but a failure, everyone has their own strengths so wats mine??
I havent figure out yet..
okies shall switch to a lighter mood..or i will be more depressed..
today's lunch was at jurong birdpark,hilltop restaurant..haha..food soso but cool scenery..sat william kor kor's car..haha..last lunch so gotta be special..thanks aunt elaine for the lunch treat ;)
Yesterday's lunch was at this nice jap restaurant,was worried bout going there cos it looked so ex but was okies..went there with korkor,kit n cindy..today oso..look at the food below..haha..look soooo yummy!!!
This was wat i had..hehe..
kor kor ordered clams..nice but bit slimy..
This paper bowl thing is the coolest n most fascinating..well at least to me la..haha..
oops captured kit inside..haha..
What a fine n glorious spread..
They were all so shocked when i wanted to take pic of the food..generation gap =P
kiddie did thid beautiful collage!!love her so much, she is so damn creative..i m using it as hp wallpaper, msn dp n laptop wp..haha..
I m awed by the amount of creativity u have in u sweetie!!!
Mummy came into my room n she was talkin to me then she told me daddy wanted to attend my grad ceremony..I m so glad but at the same time i feel like i disappointed him by not getting into uni..I noe he is being supportive by askin me not to worry n all but i noe wat he feels..all parents want their kids to get into uni..If i m gonna get like dom or some medallist then i will want him to come but its like i m not getting anything..then mummy suddenly diverted the topic to friends..then she said ppl that are small sized,petite are more cunning n sly than plus sized ppl..and normally its the plus sized ppl get back-stabbed n betrayed..well thats her analogy..haha..
okies its dinner time..
tata
yixin
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
6:41:00 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Before the night slips away, happy easter to everyone!!hehe..It is again the end of another weekend..Tis weekend was close to perfect..
Went out with kiddie on fri, spent the entire day eating!!haha..GPs!!HAd thai express for lunch then ate doughnuts..Shopped around town then went to queensway..din buy anything spectacular,juz ear-rings and marie claire mag..then had noodles for dinner and made a huge mistake by drawing 50 bucks which neva went back into my a/c..aargh!!
Spent yesterday n today working but was fun..disappointed cos i only sold one pathetic player today n yesterday i sold nothing..Ppl din even wanna stop n look at the display sets..damn!!I especially hate it when ppl say they will come back n keep reassuring me they will but then after that they dun even show their shadows..Then i will be so hopeful waiting for them to come back n buy frm me..Bloody freaking morons,dun wanna buy juz tell me can,dun make me wait like some idiot lah!!!**pissed**
On the other hand, dinner yesterday was good though had it at marina foodcourt but i like that area n the scenery was nice..It always bring fond memories back when i go there..Today had pizza hut for dinner,sinful but good!!!Kiddie couldnt make it but nvm la next time ya..Yesterday n today went shopping around,bought a bag yesterday with darling n we bought tis tissue pouch both frm mphosis..thanks darling for e pouch..Today bought a wallet,hair-brush n ear-rings..Have been spending so much money on food n all these nick-nacks..Gotta save or before i noe all my money would have evaporated..
Tmr is back to proper work again, hope the MBR goes well n i can consolidate my numbers in time for the meeting..I wanna go melbourne!!!!!!!!
Okies tired ready,gonna go wash up n talk to darling..
off i go..
yixin =P
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
11:21:00 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
tHis whole week's after. besides. MONDAY. okay.. i'm dreading tom, tom its e mid way assessment on how we've performed so far. shit crap ass stuffs. was suppose to be on night for yest n today!!!!! damn it noe.. so piss.. then my night its like may 1st tt wk.. crap la. juz pass me can alr. will not stay in this field. whatever. and i got my shift schedule out alr. how sucky can things get. i think i'm e only person who's ever working on SUNDAY k.really sucks. sure get attacked. argg. if this can compensate for me being able to pass, fine. hmph!
i juz cant wait for tom, however its gonna be a scary day. if only i'd said i wanna go for e orientation back in sch, tom nv comes!!! lol!!!damn man..
wanted to change to morn shift on thurs. however, when i saw e roster, its e fierce s. din wanna change alr. will hv a hard x w her. i'll die and cry. watever eh.. I JUZ WANNA PASS N GET OUT OF THIS SHIT.
tC.. zzzzzz
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
9:13:00 AM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
I m back from work..haha..spent my weekend selling lemon mp3 at funan..biz juz so so compared to last time but that was IT fair so cant compare much..Still it was fun,talking and bargaining with customers,playing around with all those players,the feeling of satisfaction when u sell a player..Next week i hope to do better..haha..
Blink of an eye i have joined HP for going to 2 weeks already,gonna go make my employee card tmr..Well honestly,the job was not exactly like what i expected..I have only shaved like tip of the iceberg,havent really gotten rammed with all the stuff yet..But i keep having this immense fear of not being able to perform well n like right now i m seriously dreading tmr..Ask me why i really got no idea..Mb cos i have made too many mistakes and i always feel so stupid and foolish after that..Its like i m so afraid of making mistakes especially stupid ones..damnit but i cant help that,it seem to happen all the time..I m sucha born loser!!Whatever..aargh..
Kiddie left me this really cute testi on friendster!!thanks alot sweetie..haha..
The graphics are so nice..I found my beloved eeyore..
Eeyore is the cutest!!haha..i love u eeyore!!!
Eeyore again!!I juz love the silly look on its face n i think i m like him cos i m duper blur!!*sobs*
This is also one of my fav, the elephant in the pooh movie but i dunno how to spell its name..haha..another silly silly one..
Thats all folks!!haha..
I m really fretting work tmr,pls let me have a good day at work..*please*
I have to pick up things as fast as possible..I need high bandwidth!!
Okies penning off now..
yixin
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
11:26:00 PM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
hI.. yeah.. woah.. yupz.. its me.
who does this kinda crap. ME.
ooKies, so.. yeah.. wassup..
YEST WAS TRAGIC DAY. wanted to blog.. but e tot of it makes me sooooooo sad..
Yest FOOD=CRY.
wat e hell.. no break kay.. not making a big fuss out of it.
It was sucha bad day.
e sn din helped, neither did my 'fren' helped. gosh. terrible day kay.
reached home, cant even eat, no reason. as i walked home, this confirmed tt i'm not doin N******. damn. Better just pass out in this 4 wks.
i'm dead. i'm dead. i'm dead.
worst than living thing on earth.
like dry soil.
dried till its cracking.
cracked till its broken into small tiny particles.
DAMN. I'm STOOPID!!!!!!!!!!
CAN U TELL ME WHAT TO DO NXT!!!!!
xoxox
received Simin's invitation by email today.. cute eh her mail. den i saw orange top/bottom.. even cuter. And she might just left out e date of actual event. hehehehehehehe......
I'M GOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! errr.. with covered orange paper over my clothes can? hahahaha.....
xoxox
hEy dArling gIrl..
I knOw hoW u're kinda fEeling rigHt now.
tHis is not e eNd of e Road okay.
I know u're upset.. bUt i dO prAy tT gOd woUld makE thIngs bettEr foR u.
oH bY e waY, if it iSnt woRking, tEll me.. I'll tuRn to e tEmple!!! hahahahaha....... oOops. no joke kay.
wAnt U to Be hAPpy alRight..
*muacks* love you infinity.for life.
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
9:57:00 PM
No news till now, everyday I open the letter box with a shimmer of hope but I noe I m deceiving myself, there is not gonna the brown package,the one I anticipate and hope for so desperately..
Why feel all the remorse now, I brought this single-handedly upon my pathetic self..
I hate being me.. Never excel in anything in my life..Not in work, not in school and definitely not in life..
Why the hell was i born??!!
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
3:31:00 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
I m so tired now..Have finally finished my template and sent it in for checking,this time I went to every single cell to check and make sure all the values tally and boy was I happy to see no sign of recurring values..Finishing this piece of work kinda like boost my engine a little,though I did it like 3 times and implicated busy people into it but I m really sorry folks, its my first time..Will be better in future..
Yesterday met darling to go collect paycheck frm mp3 technology..Made my poor girl wait so long,sorry dear!!Traffic is a killer at 6pm and the cars and buses practically crawl and they are always so damn crowded..Got 364 bucks which was more than wat I expected..well worth all the talking and standing la huh..haha..tis weekend they are having another one at sim lim and toni ask if we can work,we agreed but then I realized that I will be taking my Spanish test on sat..weekends are so darn precious now to me cos weekdays I will be half-dead..Had lunch at barn with mat juz now,it’s a cool sandwich place located in comtech..She was telling me how busy I m gonna be once I take over her job scope too,she is already busy with her part but with the addition of mine too,I m gonna be buzzing around..juz hope I pick up fast..she loves this job and she been here for more than 1 year..she does things real fast which is like not really me..so my aim is to be like her..haha..
I m packing kit’s stuff into boxes cos the move is like in 2 weeks time..she has a lot of files n all..She is gonna download stuffs to me when I sync up with her tmr..so like wat she always say,go with an open mind..haha..
Hanping like darling received nus letter for arts n ss..happy for em but hp’s reaction damn funny.haha..I have yet to receive any yet,I m seriously panicking,I now its pointless but I can’t help not worrying..Everyday this is like a nightmare haunting me,I think bout it at work,at school and practically all the time..I m so afraid of the outcome,I cant even describe that ache in me with words..I think darling noes how I feel..sigh..Now I m juz waiting for time to pass and to go home,I m so sleepy..actually everyday I m so nvm..haha..Okies I m gonna resume my packing now,muz get all the stuffs on the shelf into the boxes..
Tata
yixin
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
3:48:00 PM
Monday, April 03, 2006
oOKies.. Met my darling sweetie on saturday afternn after her work.. hmm.. its like pretty tough yupz.. however U CAN DO IT!!! persevere yeah.. Hopefully you get good news and can get into ntu yupz.. or..... shall we pray to god to drop cash to you.. den u can go w me to aust.. gOsh... I'll sooOoooooo MISS YOU LIKE MAD!!!!!! cAnt imAgiNe whats life w/o U for a day man........
Went to funan and got e EAR THUMBS. not plugs. lol!!!!! hahahaha.. its something cool eh.. take a pic of it and post it!!!!! hahaha... Then we went to carrefour.. =D
Hey.. how come i din post a blog on fri.. oOKies.. been sooo tired...... feets hurting and all.. going for only a short break. Can be Killed. told myself this wk would be better.. Pls pls pls.. I've to PASS.... ='(.. lol.. I went to pray on saturday eh.. went to waterloo st and prayed at my ahma hse.. I'm getting really paranoid. really.
see.. after this wk, its 4more wks. Next fri is GOOD FRIDAY!!! anyhows, is e SN against me or wat.. this fri i'm working PM, nxt thurs i'm working PM too.. wat??!!!.. Juz before a wkend/PH.. i've to work PM!!!!! darn.
Cant wait for my Night Shift ah.. hopefully i can do it on 26&27 apr (wed/thurs).. then.. Fri is slping day.. wkends.. mon's labour day. den u juz wish they hv tt election date thing on 1may.. den 2may is OFF. wahahahaha.. so.. wat do i hv.. 5days OFF. wait till i get so lucky. wait. wait. wait.
wOn't bE onLine tIll tOm aftErnn. working morn tom.. sigh.. -_-.. so tiring.
anYhows, hahahaha....... i lvl up yest!!!!!! 34 alr.... woOooo hoOoo.. hahaha.. twas funny.. cuz i wanted to take e pic.. yet e stoopid fish kept attacking us.. had to heal at e same time...... then.. I lvled up. lol.
Went to dl Pangya, another asiasoft game.. golf. was ooKies ah.. something like yahoo game.
tAke cAre gIrl!
Countdown to end of PRCP - 21days to go.
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
10:00:00 AM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
Took this pic of after my daddy fed brine shrimp to his fish..haha..rushing for the floating brine shrimp..
Oh u noe that fish actually eat vegetables,the green stuff is actually lettuce and the fish are so high maintanence,they only eat lettuce frm US,they dun eat those frm china..hahaha..Its so cute seeing them eating lettuce..
I m a bad bad girl..havent studied for my spanish test tmr yet..sian infinity..sigh..I want to fast forward to june!!!!!!
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
2:33:00 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Haven blogged for days..Tired after work and after like 8 hrs of sitting in front of the computer,i dun wanna on my laptop anymore..i dread checking emails too cos its really high flowrate..haha..Tend to get headaches after work cos of staring at the comp too long..This job is really worth the pay cos it requires alot,focus and the sruffs are rather taxing and sometimes confusing..Kit was like ur paid 8.50 noe, wat u expect?!sigh but if i survive all these,i learn new things and grow stronger..thank god the team is really nice and patient..all of them are like walking me thru this journey..kit especially, she was saying 'i wanna make u a successful person'..haha..one of a kind supervisor huh..
went back to office in the morning till 4pm to settle stuffs needed for the monday meeting..kit said i need to speed up with at work n i m really trying my best..i was really focusing on gettin my stuff done but its not easy cos i have neva in my life seen such a complicated and big excel spreadsheet..not to forget its my nemesis but i m tryin to embrace love it so dun test my patience!!!!hahaa..
I think i will really grow fat workin there cos we all love chocolates n we snack alot..bad bad habit..nono..Its time to go back to running 5k and doing pushups daily..I muz maintain my physique..Though i dun have time yet to go training,i muz prepare myself for future comeback..
Yesterday evening went for andrew's bdae party, was really fun..caught up with all the guys..pream,hanping,sister,woon,kenneth,boon tat then siewfang and my darling..hahaha..Its like meeting them all made my fatigue at work and all the stress go away..Friends always make wonders..How can a person ever live without frens?it will be so agonizing..
Anyway HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY ANDREW NG KEE YANG!!!
not like u will see but hope u had fun..andrew and gang drank alot..hope they din get too drunk..was so tempted to stay over but my dad will hack me up..took cab home,blew $23!!my goodieness...once in a very long long while nvm la..wat to do money already pay..haha..
Met kiddie juz now after work,so happy cos she never fails to cheer me up n make all the bad things vanish..Best fren la huh..haha..thanks sweetie pie!!!haha..Went to funan cos my idiotic head-fones spoil again,juz like prev one rubber came out..so decided to splurge and get ear thumbs..haha..was decipherin btw sony, philips,panasonic n this unknown brand griffin..Sony n panasonic too ex so i got philips..was not bad,really block out all outside sound..initially e thing kept falling out frm my ears but after i changed the thumbs frm M-S was okies..no more falling out!!!yeah..haha..My entire life i never wore size S for anything but ear thumbs!!hahaha..
I love my new ear thumbs..hahaha..
After that met my parents for dinner, actually kiddie can join us but her dinner was last min prepared..haha..sigh next week okies dear!!
I m having a headache now..dunno why..sian..monday got spanish test,haven study n dun feel like too..Weekends are so very precious now!!
Tmr gonna mug for test n hope i did as well or better than last time..
gonna go play with my wifey!!!
Monday is dreaded:((
I wanna get into ntu so bad that its like a daily nightmare that haunts me..damn!!!!!!!
I pray day n night that i will get in..sigh..consequences of havin poor grades,who to blame but myself..sigh sigh sigh..
okies shall pen off la..
yixin
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
10:48:00 PM
