Sunday, September 18, 2005
Had the best Lantern Festival today!!! I had soooooo much of fun with ur family!! Esp, YOU!!! Haven seen u for quite sometime and played this much!! Though it was short, i still hv lots of fun.. You're always my besty and bestest Friend, budz... EVERYTHING in life!! I feel soooo happy with u!!! =)
Haven played lanterns since young.. and this was something really different.. just like going back to the past.. sparkles and all... with the 'pew........' sound.. hahahaha!!! Yipeee...
If only everything tt i do, u're in with me.... hmm... tt wld be so gd.. a totally BIG bonus for me.. I'll be sooo freaking over the moon.. But since we're in diff schs, its just the time to treasure you sooo much!!
Just read ur taggy and post..
5 reasosn for being such a bore.. please duplicate tt for me too...
U noe, i really think u've got more life than me.. i'm always sooooo happy to listen to ur stories.. all those out with ur frens and stuffs. cocktails..makeups.. hahaha... its really interesting.. =)
ooKies... dead tired.. shall cont soon..
Nightz... and I LOVE YOU loads...
Hope u hv a gd training tom..
kid
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
12:00:00 AM
Monday, September 12, 2005
proteomics paper was alrighty today, a bit of changes here and there but generally fine..I will be elated if btn is like that.. I was supposed to start studying for btn tonight but as usual i lazed about,played games,watched tv and lose my head over the fact that we gotta bring swimming costume for the dc camp!! I juz dun get it,why e hell the com insist on swimsuits?! Gosh, i m really regretting my decision of agreeing to go..I dun have the guts to put on a fucking swimsuit and parade around in it..Look at me,i m like a wine barrel!! And most importantly, i dun have one and I m honestly too broke to get one, my allowance is pathetic..
Went to do tis personality test that i saw on kiddie's blog..
here's what it say's bout me as a friend and how much i value my friends..
You value your friendships: 85%You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.
I think its quite accurate but the last part..Not everyone loves me, i know that..I think i m too boring and drap at times and i can be insensitive and blur and lacking in social decency..I m feeling depressed now thanks to all the stuff that dc camp requires,i juz realized i lent my sleeping bag to someone and i forgot to get it back and whats worse, i actually forgot who i lent it to..
5 reasons why I m a bore
1. I have never put on a normal swimming costume in my teenage years till now,by that i mean those with the bikini like bottom, much less a bikini.
2. I have never wore any sort of sleeveless tops except training singlet out to town or anywhere.
3. I have never had a boyfriend
4. I have never had a kiss,not those tongue-lashing ones mind u, just the simple peck on the cheek kind by a guy..
5. I have never been to a club before, for anyone's info, i m turning 20 tis oct..I can visualise that " what, u have never been to a club?! how pathetic can u be?!" look on people's faces..
U see these are just normal stuff to an ordinary 19,20 yr old but i m not normal..Sometimes i just feel so disgusted and sick with myself..I constantly have that what have I been doing for the past 20 yrs feeling..
penning off now or this entry will turn into an article full of resentment and depressive thoughts
yixin
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
8:21:00 PM
