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Thursday, April 29, 2004

Howdy Journal..

Heard from Ix her friends do visit this page.. But.. In any case, There's nothing much updated here for sometime, So I guess.. once they see nothing much here, they won't come again.. Till something strike them to check back to this site.. oOo well, Crap! ha!

Today, 1st day of our paper.. Hope Yixin did well!! Mine was sociology.. Phew.. I hope i do alright though.. =).. Have to prepare for tom's 1029.. 1 of the doom doom paper for this sem.. This sem, there's something weird.. hmm.. I dun have the craze over exams.. -_-.. which means, what u can call it as low motivation level.. What I hopefully get is all pass.. A, B, C or D.. doesn't really matter. Don't even see the reason why muz we alwaz hv exams??.. Make us tense like the brain is going to get busted or something!.. Real dumb right.. But afterall, its only the certificate that we're after for.. Its just a piece of paper qualification as many have said.. But, dumb. *_*..

Study so hard for the sake of tt piece of paper. *Shakes Head*

Anyway, Do well for your exams to all this season!!

P.S.. We'll play after this..!! Swim and eat.. and eat and swim!!!!!!! Oh yeS!!! Taz!

THE KID WHO RULEz MYSELF! oOo.. Crap! HA!!!!!!

--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
2:09:00 PM

Monday, April 05, 2004

Have been feeling rather like a fool.. idiot.. stupid.. dumb ass.. anything! haven been talking much though.. have been reflecting on my actions. staring into blank space. Its like.. never would i tot my friends would cheat me until like nobody's business... What the total hell??? Its not tt i wont expect ppl to cheat me in my whole life time.. but this is really too much. I'm telling you, i feel totally like a useless piece of thing right now. When I'm just like getting over what life means to me in this world.. with all my aims and everything... I feel as though... wat shitty thing.. ya.. gotta admit.. i'd tot of wat if i die now?.. i dun hv to do so many things.. those ppl who hv 'cheated' or betrayed or anything to me will be guilty forever. but wats the pt of dying again?.. y let em be happy in another way?.. I maybe someone whome they want to get rid of..

I think of many things.. which may or may not happen.. it makes me feel scared at times. I feel unsecure. Someone maybe after my life??.. i dunno.. I'm always like.. dunno.. ok.. wateva... its so simple minded!!! >_<..... stoopid!!!!!!!!!!!!

HATE MYSELF FOR WHO I M RIGHT NOW. ASS.

--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
10:35:00 PM