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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Thanks to all frens and collegues for your sympathy and concern, also for those who dropped by during that period of time..I appreciate all your kindness..
Its back to work after 4 days break from work..Its so hard to drag myself back to work but i keep telling myself its juz 2 weeks more..i m juz so tired and there are so many questions in my mind..Like what kit told me this morning,i gotta plan for my future,list down all options available..Actually my options are really limited..Oh well gotta sit down one fine day to brainstorm and map..Today i kinda like woke up on wrong side of the bed..Fone line got cut cos late payment of bill then took cab to work, stubborn driver kept sayin take henderson road then made a big loop so i argued n he lost..i only paid $6 which is like lower than all times..Reached office n just stone the entire day..Somertimes i really wonder why i m employed..Its like i dunno wat to do cos there r ppl takin over my portion alr then i dun wanna sit n do nothing..Anyway i m lookin forward to like wat kit say ORD..haha..Mat went to her church n she said twas awsome,i wanna go soon too..i need the cleansing and to feel whole..
Sheldon called juz now n wonderful news i m workin at sim lim this weekend at edison..he gave me a choice,either edison or michael but i took edison cos more prominent location..I hate simlim actually but i m numb now so nvm..Weird ppl there..i will miss funan,all my memories are there :(
Sitting at my desk w a pack of rice..Juz paid my bill,gotta pay to reconnect..Juz booked reservation at aquamarine for thurs and i m officially broke..Bought a blazer n pants yesterday..wow its like when u earn money it takes ages but when u spend it takes nothing..Just din feel like goin out,wanted to be alone..How i wish i can hide in my room n juz sort things out..
Its like when u lose someone, it makes u realize how vulnerablle life is..its like a flickering candle out in the wind..anytime the flame can be snubbed..Losing a dear one made me cherish my family more especially my parents and my only grandma..she is the last one standing,hope she lives happily n healthily.. But this few days was like a bonding time for us esp my side n i m glad..It made me feel part of family..
Okies i gotta call up singtel n get them to connect my line asap..After thurs i will be penniless,no joke really penniless till i get my pay..sigh sigh..

yixin

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